Tuesday, October 27, 2009

since i start working~a lots of things change
not only the relationship between him and i
even now my relationship between my family and i are getting worse
having dinner toghether 10 minutes
but we can don't even talk more then a minutes~
i hate this soo much!!! i hate my boss
i hate the stupid annoying air ticket thingy
i has try my best to help him~i keep calling the bank
ask them what should i do!!!
and he sarcastic me!!!
sarcastic me that doesn't help him
i try!!!i did try!!!i rather try the best to solve his problem
but he soo ironic and said i didn't help him...
i hate!!!i hate!!!i hate!!!
i'm damn depression!!!i'm damn disaffection!!!i'm damn moody
i know he is tired,but i am tired too!!!
i know he care his money...but he doesn't know i care much more then him
becoz i know how suffer and how hard he earn those money
i think he doesn't know i care!!!he don't even know
maybe i care much more then him!!!
i'm really tiring of once come back home still need to heard their blame
heard they scold on me said that i doesn't try my best to help them..
please!!!stop it!!!i cant stand for it anymore
i doesn't want this life
i doesn't want always go back home with a moody face
stop it!!!i'm soo much tired of this sucking life!!!

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