am i cruel???am i bad???
i keep asked myself this question...by non-stop~ingi just leave him there???i just leave him like this way???
i'm really non-stop asking myself ; non-stop asking my sister the same question...
no more regret for me...he'll not give me any single chance anymore~
becoz he did and i hurt him deep again!!!he said he had not any ability to trust me anymore
so, i should not regret!!!i keep telling myself this too!!!
what is the reason i leave him???is that any reason???
i continuance asking myself too...end up!!!i couldn't find any solution!!!
i hate myself soo much...i hurt him once again and again!!!
what am i doing???what i did to him again???
i'm the most worse bastard in the world!!!
actually i don't deserve any chance from him last time...he trust the wrong people again~i'm a stupid bastard, i don't deserve a nice guy like him~i earnestly and sincerely bless him will be happy~he deserve a happy life
amen
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