♥ little world ♥

receive a bad news from CC this morning

when i heard the news

I nearly started to cries

my heart were broke

and i hate myself soo much

when he feel suffer

where am i???

when he feel stress

where i gone???

when he feel sad

what am i doing???

when he feel lonely

what did i devote for him???

nothing!!!

i did nothing and i dun ever know

he were hurt...

i hate myself deeply

i had neglect him

i just always be with my relative

and i just leave him alone...

i'm worse

i'm usless

i'm bad

i really hate myself soo much

baby~sorry for my carelessness

dint realise that you were hurt

and baby sorry for the

i dint take good care of you

and sorry i always blame you this

blame you that...

baby really sorry

CC had told me everythings

in fact of,you are soo pity

in fact of,you bear a lots of pressure

baby sorry that i always blame you

anyways i do love you as usual

i do love you forever and ever

and of coz i do miss you soo much

that cant describe by a word

baby please take care yourself nicely

you really make me worry soo much

please take care