Sunday, November 23, 2008

-=I AM A STUPID-=

i think is the time to forget you, you wont be in the cage.
you r free now, i think i wont care bout you,wont find you after tomorrow
i am really out off your life...you r really free...you r not in the cage anymore...
how stupid am i!!! now i only know...what i devote for you r all r rubbish
everytime i ask "will you miss me??" your answer is "of coz miss"
i believed...really believed and feel excited and happy...
actually all is a lie...what a stupid like me??har!!!what am i???i really dunno...
inside a cage???than last time what i am...???it's is very pain very hurt when i know all this...
i know this only what inside your heart is true,but all the words you tell me is just a ruse...
what you told her are reall...keyboard spoil you miss her...what a good lie on me said that dint say miss her anymore...what a stupid is me...kakakakaka....god you really give me a good joke...kakakakaka....god..even if you give me a bit hope can give me be with him until february i also feel happy...but y???y???you give me a big pretty missunderstand...even i can with you until february i also feel happy but y this all is fake....i really happy that you give me a chance until february...actually all this is just a lie is just a joke from you....actually i am an idiot...you no need wait until february anymore...tomorrow onward i will really get off your life....i hate you..i really hate you..you r a good humbug...i wont belived what you said anymore...becoz believe this word implicate of L-I-E. i hate you soo much,but love you much than i hate you...i really hate you lie on me..i hate you make me feel i got hope...althought until febuary i also nvm...i also cheris it...what a stupid book i show you"becoz of you i learn how to cheris" but all this for me all is rubbish right now...becoz i was thought it's true...but all this is a lie...i hate you becoz you make me cant forget you...i hate you becoz you make me fall in love with you really deep...i really hate you soo much...you r really a super good humbug...when you said you love me you miss me's expression is really true...i really can feel that is reall...if you not a good humbug ,than you r a future super star....always said how i lie ppl r very true, actually veritable SWINDLER are you....what you said that is"if i not love a ppl, how to said i love you with her"????i believed...hahahaha...me really stupid,just a simple explain really make me fell you r really love me...hahahahaha...really irony....really stupid...just hope you can say miss me is how forcing you, but tell her is how willingly...hahahahaha....really irony right....i feel that myself r really stupid....hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.....
I HATE YOU

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

oh yea, perhaps you are too smart to know everything is FAKE?
there is NO SUCH THING as "until february" in a real relationship k.. you were the one who created it, i am sure you know it for sure its not gonna be a true relationship! cuz if someone's serious with somebody elese, there is NO SUCH THING alryte!?
accept the fact!


WHY did he wanna be with you until February in the first place? that is because u were threatening him to do so!!
c'mon, everybody feels threatened by you alright! well, exclude me..
so you think your techniques are working well? noway!


Think back ok! YOU were the one who gave up the relationship, YOU were the one who treated him like a rubbish, and YOU were the one who came out with all sorts of lies!!
Dont make it sound like its his fault to have let you go!!
and its not like this is the FIRST time k.. you're repeating your stupid mistakes and never learn from it..
perhaps, theres nothing much u can do now but to accept it and learn from it.. nobody wants a girlfrieend who lets go so easily.
and the point here is, he DOESNT love u anymore..
SO what if you can get together with him? it will be like now, fake feelings, acts, etc. plus, nobody in the family actually likes you anymore..
no no no!

And now what? blaming everything on him??
Go get a life man!
stop blaming...

good that you will fuck off now!!
ooopsie, i didnt want to use the word "fuck" but u were the one who wrote " i will fuck off your life"..
so yea,
not trying to be harsh anyway..

good decision made though..
stop all the bullshits and dramas, and face the fact..!!