A string R.I.P

my pity violin broke by my stupid brother

A string R.I.P

T_T

errrrmm~

i want my iphone3Gs back

which is flush into closestool by someone~

hmmm t_t

sad

i want!!!i want!!!i want him/it back~

christmas are around the corner

lots of the memories flew into my mind

i miss the one who call me zhuu poh(pig head)~

although i'm not really love this name

but its make me feel warm

what should i do???

once close with him make me want him back more

i don't want this way

i make him suffer

i don't want make him disappointed anymore

i don't want hurt him anymore

although i really want him back

but i have to control

coz i know i don't deserve any chance from him

i love him!!! i miss him

dear i swear i miss you like hell

i don't want to face this world alone,without you by my side

you're the only one who make me feel like home

tell me what should i do???

arrrrr~what's happening to me???

check it out with this song:

SOMETIMES WHEN WE TOUCH by DAN HILL~

i can play this song's chorus~

wow!!!happy~but still need more practice^^

recently feel down
this week i only went to work for 3 days
but i don't know how many times i have cried these 3 days
i don't know the reason why i cried
yesterday even worse!!!my tear never stopped falling
and i have done my work but i dint backup the new file
soo i have to redo it today
soo actually i just came back from office
i felt scare yesterday...i could'nt even sleep
when my mum consoled me then i cried again
and i don't know when i fall asleep
i really feel i'm useless,what my boss said is true
i am useless...i feel want to give up~
i doesn't know what i supposed to do when i graduate
becoz for my standard i am not qualified to be an interior designer~
what i did yesterday was a really a silly mistake
even my colleague also feel that i am stupid
and the ways he spoke to me was really strong
i feel scared,i don't know how to face him
yerrRrRRrrrr...i am soo down!!!
my life is meaningless...yesterday i felt like i really wanted to die...
but today i am feeling better...

sorry

feel doesn't want to go work today~

know what???i just came back from office just now early in the 5a.m

O.T!!!O.T!!!O.T!!!

but quite satisfied with my work

but i really hate my job for sure

work without paying

O.T all the time!!!

GOD...

i pray hardly

hope this suffering 80days can pass faster

haiz~

lifeless!!!