Sunday, November 29, 2009

don't know why???
feel odd...
feel emptiness~
not really know to describe the empty of my heart!!!
feel like lost somethings in my heart...
i lost my heart???or somethings really important???
feel confuse with somethings but doesn't know what is that
don't know who to talk
hope to talk somethings to someone but doesn't know what i wanna talk actually
just know i feel lonely and empty
feel to give up everythings just have fun everydays
i doesn't want back to reality
hope time can stop on every saturday and sunday
i doesn't want get back to work
i doesn't want AUTOCAD
i hate facing the desktop 9 hours per day sometimes even more than that
i'm tiring with this life


SOS!!!
feel confuse with somethings too
i doesn't understand at all
do he mention the one is me???
feel soo~
i flirt???
btw, i'm fine with that~
everyone has their opinion~

Thursday, November 5, 2009


what i have doing right now is enjoing my single life..~
i think i'm enjoy!!!
not soo sure actually...
mayb is just can say i used to be alone right now~
since he has leave me to other place
i actually used to be with myself alone for go anyway
i enjoying alone sitting at the coffee shop and on9
although i miss him a lots...
but i really dint have any ability to get any brave to sms him or call him
i afraid that he'll feel that i'm annoying
soo!!!i stop thinking and take action
just can say
I MISS HIM!!! I LIKE HIM