❤GoOd LuCk FoR u❤ everything will be fine

a failure in love everyone need to go through, it also part of our life's lesson.
althought i am not really succes in my love lesson
but nvm...the important thing is when fall down must know how to stand back and start a new life that will be fine~~~
unfortunately i still cant stand back to my life..but i think you can~~
coz you are stronger than everyone~~~you r pretty and you r intelligent~~~and you r distinctive~~
the day i knew you i really felt that you r pretty and smart~~~i really admire you can play piano very well~~
he left you not becoz you r not good enough~~~is just he dunno how to cheris~~~
i got a lots fren they told me do anything you like to, don't thinking the sadness things....i tried it's really work~~
i think you like to watch movie...you can keep watch movie~~when you watch movie your mind will not think another things~~~it's really work!!!
becoz everytime i think the sadness things,i will immediately to watch movie~~~
than you will no thing other thing just focus on the movie~~~
❤after the rain will be sunny day❤
i know i really no that qualified to said this kind of thing, but anyways you really need sometime~~~
Anyways
❤good luck for you, everything will be fine later soon❤~~~
you can find a better one~~
althought we few connection but honestly you are a nice person~~~i swear~~

❤佛堂墙上发现的一篇文章❤

孩子~~
当你还很小的时候，我花了很多时间，教你慢慢用汤匙，用筷子吃东西；
教你击鞋带，扣钮扣，溜滑梯；
叫你穿衣服，梳头发，擦鼻涕；_____________
这些和你在一起的点点滴滴，是多么的另我怀念不已。
所以，当我想不起来，接不上的话时，
请给我一点时间，等我一下，让我再想一想________________
即可能最后连要说什么，我也一并忘记。
孩子~~
现在我常忘了扣钮子，击鞋带；
吃饭时，会弄肮脏衣服；
梳头发时，手还会不停的抖。
不要催促我，要对我多一点耐心很温柔~~
只要有你在一起，就会有很多的温暖涌上心头，
孩子~~
如今，我的脚站也站不稳，走也走不动，
所以，请你紧紧的握着我的手，陪着我，慢慢的。
就像当年一样，我带着你一步步地走。
孩子~~
你忘记我们练习了好几百回，才学会的第一首娃娃歌吗？？？
是否还记得，
每天总要我绞尽脑汁去回答不知道从哪里冒出来的问题吗？？？
所以，当我重复又重复说着老掉牙的故事，
哼着我孩提时代的儿歌时，
体谅我，让我继续沉醉在这些回忆中吧~~
切望你，也能陪着我闲话家常吧~~~

♥fOr A ppL WhO aRe CoUrT a ReBuFf ♥

excuse me...i really dunno that you will read my blog...
and i just to express my depression~~i really really dunno that you will come and see my blog
~~♥thx for the you really give much thought to the matter...♥~~
ya~~ya~~i like to act...what i did all is drama...good~~very good...but how i act also cant compare wwith you ooh..super star...what a last message you sent to me i still remember..."always see me also give me a super fake smile for me"
emmm...good actress...i also cant see through that is a super fake aah...kakakaka...irony other equal to irony yourself...if you dint have to criticism me i wont said soo much also...you think that i still doing the same mistake can you proved it???can you???you can see how i treat him???what i treat him only can see by your eyes...but how him treat me you can see???i admit i was treat him very worse but ♥it's impossible to clap with one hand♥... if i really like to act than why i dun want tell the secret to your family and stay beside him???y i dun do that..becoz i really not an actress like***~~~i dint hope that your family will like me, accept me also...i just hope to be with the person i like, just like you...you was lost your bf also...y you guy will broke up...???coz he control you too much..i dunno~~~coz this is your matter...you guys also will argue,what is the reason i really dunno....still the same words for you "♥it's impossible to clap with one hand♥"
if you really dunno our things you better dun care soo much...althought he is your brother...not he will get hurt only, i also will get hurt also...not only your brother are feeble...not only you rich guy only can feel the pain...

-=I AM A STUPID-=

i think is the time to forget you, you wont be in the cage.
you r free now, i think i wont care bout you,wont find you after tomorrow
i am really out off your life...you r really free...you r not in the cage anymore...
how stupid am i!!! now i only know...what i devote for you r all r rubbish
everytime i ask "will you miss me??" your answer is "of coz miss"
i believed...really believed and feel excited and happy...
actually all is a lie...what a stupid like me??har!!!what am i???i really dunno...
inside a cage???than last time what i am...???it's is very pain very hurt when i know all this...
i know this only what inside your heart is true,but all the words you tell me is just a ruse...
what you told her are reall...keyboard spoil you miss her...what a good lie on me said that dint say miss her anymore...what a stupid is me...kakakakaka....god you really give me a good joke...kakakakaka....god..even if you give me a bit hope can give me be with him until february i also feel happy...but y???y???you give me a big pretty missunderstand...even i can with you until february i also feel happy but y this all is fake....i really happy that you give me a chance until february...actually all this is just a lie is just a joke from you....actually i am an idiot...you no need wait until february anymore...tomorrow onward i will really get off your life....i hate you..i really hate you..you r a good humbug...i wont belived what you said anymore...becoz believe this word implicate of L-I-E. i hate you soo much,but love you much than i hate you...i really hate you lie on me..i hate you make me feel i got hope...althought until febuary i also nvm...i also cheris it...what a stupid book i show you"becoz of you i learn how to cheris" but all this for me all is rubbish right now...becoz i was thought it's true...but all this is a lie...i hate you becoz you make me cant forget you...i hate you becoz you make me fall in love with you really deep...i really hate you soo much...you r really a super good humbug...when you said you love me you miss me's expression is really true...i really can feel that is reall...if you not a good humbug ,than you r a future super star....always said how i lie ppl r very true, actually veritable SWINDLER are you....what you said that is"if i not love a ppl, how to said i love you with her"????i believed...hahahaha...me really stupid,just a simple explain really make me fell you r really love me...hahahahaha...really irony....really stupid...just hope you can say miss me is how forcing you, but tell her is how willingly...hahahahaha....really irony right....i feel that myself r really stupid....hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.....
I HATE YOU

❥V.I.P bABy❥

最近我又回想他的好
我真的走不出来，原来我还是很爱他
为什么要等到失去他，才知道原来自己爱他
为什么我不早一点知道，现在真的太迟了
我真的不知道他的心现在还有没有我
他也不肯告诉我，真的很难受
我知道你也难受，我真的很想补偿
可是会有这个机会吗？？？
真的对不起,我真的很后悔选择离开你
我以为离开你，你会好过一点
原来并不是，而是加深了你的伤
真的对不起，我不知道做什么才可以令你忘记我对你的伤害
我不知道我做什么你才会相信我
我一定要尽我的能力让你在一次的相信我和对我有会信心
我会做好对你的承诺
❤只要你相信❤

ஐ✿~yUu~✿ஐ ஐ❤yuU❤ஐ

心里总是有一种莫名其妙怪怪的感觉
一直想说出口，可是又不懂是什么
令我觉得怪怪
一直憋在心里真的不好受
可是就不知道到底是什么
最近家里真的发生了很多事情
让我觉得真得透不过气来
功课一天比一天的多
让我连呼吸都觉得辛苦
最近是怎样都不知道
感觉霉运一直漂浮在我们身上
几时才会好过一点，真的不知道
爸爸几时才不用再受这种苦
我们几时才会好运一点
不贪心，就爸爸的脚不再有事就好
希望天疼我爸爸多一点，不要那么吝啬好吗？？？
他的爸爸已经不疼他了
今天我去医院看他，他跟我讲人生道理
他掉下了眼泪，让我觉得很心酸
今天看得出爸爸真的很灰心，他感觉人生很像没乐趣
我真的很担心他，不过我们会一直在你身边
爸爸你一定要坚强，我们全部都会支持你的
希望爸爸早日康复
❤爸爸我们爱你❤

ஐ✿~yUu~✿ஐ ஐ❤yuU❤ஐ

今天的阴天，让我觉得很不舒服
也很辛苦
可是走着走着走到另一段路的时候
竟然是晴天
我的心情转好了，也没有那么辛苦了
~原来雨后总有晴天的感觉是那么好
我觉得我也开始想通了
之前每天过着那种天黑的生活
现在回想起真的很难挨，很辛苦
明明晴天可以过得很开心，可是我的心偏偏就要活在阴天
现在想起那种心情都觉得害怕
还好我挨过来了
可能还没有完全复原
可是至少现在我的心是活在晴天
做人真的不可以站死一个角度想
以为整段路都是阴天，没有想到前面竟然是晴天
没有人知道前面的路是怎样，只要不放弃
前面的路一定不会比之前的路差
也有可能前面的路会比之前的差
可是只要不放弃，好的路一定会在前面等
❤还是晴天的日子比较好过❤

~❤原来是一场美丽的误会❤~

今天我收到他的message了，他总于讲得很明了。
我的心再一次的碎了，以为他的心里还有我
原来是我自己希望太大了
这场误会让我觉得很美丽，也让我跌得很彻底
本来要放下了，可是他的一通电话
让我觉得我还有希望，原来我太看得起自己了。
我怎样可能跟她比呢，她是多么得漂亮，条件是多么的好
怎样比，怎样比？？？
我永远都比不上的，是永远永远
我要放弃，还是执着下去
我真的不懂
他都不知道我还爱着他。。。
永远的

ஐ✿~yUu~✿ஐ ஐ❤yuU❤ஐ

我听了他的一番话，我就忍不住打给他
可是他没有接我的电话，为什么？？？
为什么他把希望带给我，又把它带走？？？
他是在对我报仇吗？？？
他以前时常讲我把希望带给他，又把希望带走。
所以现在他在对我报仇吗？？？我真的很难受，我时时候放弃吗？？？
到底他对我的感觉是什么？？？
到底他为什么不接我的电话？？？
到底他现在在想什么？？？
种种的到底谁能帮我解决？？？
到底他爱的是谁？？？
我真的很想懂
我真的很希望他可以给我的答案

ஐ✿~yUu~✿ஐ ஐ❤yuU❤ஐ

是缘分还是做孽？？？
今天我在医院遇见了他的妈妈
是我们的缘分还没有尽吗？？？
晚上的时候他打给我了，我问他一切，他说跟她没什么
我应该相信吗？？？
我真的放不下，当他讲起她的时候我的眼泪真的忍不住涌出来。
他们真的没什么吗？？？
他还爱我吗？？？还是恨我
我真的不懂，他问我觉得她跟我是不是很像？？？
他是真的爱她，还是当她是代替品？？？
听他讲她的语气应该是爱吧！！！

ஐ✿~yUu~✿ஐ ஐ❤yuU❤ஐ

原来我的离开是无所谓
为什么得到过你，又要盲目的放弃。
我放下了尊严，放下了个性；
放下了固执，都只是放不下你。
你就这样的走吗？？？
不回头，没有留恋吗？？？
我爱的你，是否会在远处想起我？？？
不再爱我的你，还会回想起我们的过去吗？？？
用尽一身来爱，换来一身的伤。
有时既是无耐，人生却是悲哀。
痛苦紧跟身边，欢喜却不到来。
难道注定失败，永远没有将来。
总于开始明白想一个人好难。
-放弃一个很爱你的人，并不痛苦-
-放弃一个你很爱的人。那才是痛苦-
~爱一个已经不爱你的人，那时更痛苦~
~错过了才后悔，失去了才想挽回~
叶子掉下了，是风吹走了它？？？
还是树不要它了？？？
如果树珍惜叶子就不会被风吹走，
后悔不主动爱惜这一段感情，当我离他而去，
是我放弃？？？还是我未曾珍惜过他？？？

~✿如果可以把如果变成结果✿~

他们的comment已经把我的心打碎了，原本以为放不下的是他原来执着的是自己。他们的comment对我是多么的讽刺，我真的很不甘心，全世界都以为错的只有我。我应该帮自己澄清吗？？？我应该把事实说出来吗？？？可是有用吗？？？他们一定一口咬定我是要掩饰我的错，真的很不甘心，我付出的也不少，他讲到我很像没有付出的样子。算了吧！！！可是我静静她们一定是以为我怕了她们，一定以为我很好欺负。可是我能做什么，
没关系！！！就静静吧！！！让时间来冲淡一切。。。
如果时间可以倒流，我会选择不分开，再苦我也忍受。可是可以把如果变成结果吗？？？
如果可以世界多美好，可是这是不可能的。。。

ஐ✿~yUu~✿ஐ ஐ❤yuU❤ஐ

~雨天~
今天的一场雨让我想起了他，回想起他对我的好。无论是大雨，还是小雨，他也不会让我滴到一滴雨。在他心里一定一心在想，我被甩才找他，他也一心的以为我是别的男子才跟他分开。其实那并不是事实，我只是不想大家再痛苦了，我说不爱并不代表不爱，只是想他彻底的忘记我。以为他会放不下，其实放不下的是我自己。承诺我不敢讲，因为我自己也没有做好对他的承诺，可是他真的可以那么快忘记我对他的好吗？？？她真的可以那么快爱上其他女子吗？？？为什么他可以，我却办不到。想念一个人真的很难受，可惜一切他都不知道，我恨自己为什么爱面子而不挽回。可是我现在想的一切已经没有用了，因为他的好已经属于其他人的了。幸福的她，我真的很羡慕也很妒忌她，可是已经于事无补了，希望他们幸福吧！！！